Hi!
I haven't been here for ages. Whats going on in my life is that I am getting divorced for the third time and I have a new, super high stress job that I hate. After today, I am in a panic, even though everything is OK. I even told my boss today that I am absolutely terrified, but I can't tell her the reason I am terrified is because I have DID and I have a loopy memory. My marriage broke up partly because I have DID. He said I hit him, but of course I don't remember that. How could I stay with him, if I might hit him? Or worse? And he never forgave me. He just kept bringing it up how horrible I was. I mean there were more problems than that because he is severely PTSD and avoidant. What do my alters think? They are just screaming their heads off. No one is happy.