Dear Always Changing,
Thank you for your kind words. Your message means so much to me. It feels like you really understand what this is like. Not to complain, mainly because it doesn't do any good, but things are sometimes just so difficult. Thank you for your advice to do nothing, that is the best thing now. I had this thought I should just run in to my boss and tell her everything and end up losing my job. But I will resolve not to do that. Just let it blow over, as you said. Actually, when I read your message I started crying, which is a good thing, instead of just walking around in high panic mode. Now I am relieved. Thanks for your support.