Roseheart101, My name is Jen and I'm new here, so I haven't had the chance to meet you yet. I'm sorry you're going through so much. I wish I had the right words to tell you, but I don't. My advice is to try and remain positive and have faith that things will get better because they ALWAYS do. No matter how much life sucks, it will turn itself around eventually. It can't rain all the time, right?

I remember a time in my life when I was far away from home. A place where I was away from friends, family or anyone who cared about me. I was going through hell and I thought there was NO WAY my life was going to get any better. I was so convinced of this fact that I attempted suicide. But you know what? Life eventually turned itself around and I met wonderful friends, came back home and fell in love. That love didn't last, but I gave birth to my pride and joy. Every once in a while when I'm on top of the world I look back at my suicide attempt and think about how foolish I was to think my life was over then. Life isn't always golden, but its ALWAYS worth it.

I told you that story to cheer you up since I didn't know what else to say. But you're obviously hurting, so I didn't want to not say anything. Life is rough sometimes and it can seriously suck, but you're DID is proof you can overcome anything.

Sending you good vibes and hope you feel better!

*good vibes*

Jen :-)