You mention your Bipolar in your profile a,re you on medications? Maybe they need adjusted? Do you see a therapist? Therapy can help you learn coping skills that might be helpful in your being able to engage in life more often.

I have Bipolar and chronic pain also so I certainly understand how some days it is almost impossible to get out of bed and function. I had a spell about a year ago for maybe a week.. I honestly thought even if the house caught on fire I'm not sure I would be able to get outta the way, lol of course I would but , yeah I "get it"

What coping skills are you using to help yourself feel better and more able to engage in day to day living?

Does you husband have a decent understanding of Bipolar and how it can and will effect you in different ways?

Welcome to PC