hey.

i'm really sorry to read you're currently going through this. was there any point in time where he might have become used to you being able to do things for a while? I have had that happen in a relationship before, the other person believes because there are points when you are able to get out of bed, that it might only get easier to after a while which is not always the case.

sometimes when it gets really difficult, i do something really small like if i get up to use the restroom, I will stop in the kitchen for a bit, just visit places in my apartment sometimes because it's simply not the bed. if I'm able to do that, then sometimes I will walk to the door, take a peek down the hall, know that it's there and think about walking down it when I am ready.

if you cannot get out of the bed, it is okay. even thinking about getting out of it without pressuring yourself to do so, is progress indeed, you can do it, i promise.