My most recent (2 years ago) indiscretion with a man sent me bat crap crazy. Thoughts were going a mile a min. Couldn't concentrate, not even on him. I felt so confused and paranoid (prob because it was wrong). Now whenever a man shows the littlest attention I run like crazy. I never want to feel that again in my life!!! I will admit it was fun in the beginning but it's not worth ever trying again.

I was separated from my kid for a day and a half and felt panicky and out of control. Is that what you mean?