I understand what you are saying ThisWayOut.

Yes.

You are right.

You will get temporary release.

But.

Based on what you have written.

I think that you would feel more guilty in the long run if you did this right now.

I get you don't want to speak to anyone about this.

But you've spoken to us here now.

And I'm listening.

You don't want this evidence, you are right.

Please hang in there.