Nothing is wrong with you. That's want I want to. I would love to be held and cuddled and hugged till my insides fell out. It's something that any person wants--to be loved and cared about unconditionally. With me, I have PTSD that makes me afraid to have that with someone. And it's something that I really, really would like to have, too. Sometimes I like to dream what it would be like. And then back to reality I have to somehow try to accept that I can't have that. Someday, it will happen for us both. Only time will tell. I understand, sweetheart.