hi ,
Am doing a couse i hate the most for the past 4 years. I used to be a bright student till my 10th grade. After that i lost all interest in studies. Now i am a poor performer. I study only on the day before my exams &somehow managed to pass till now. But now am so worried that i cant even study on the day before exam. Cant concentrate even for a while. Am having a lot of flashbacks of past traumatic abusive events. I read the same page for hours not even knowing what it is. I have my exam tomorrow. Havent started studying yet. Its like i dont care even if i fail. Am doing a lot of things to kill time. Cant study. Never had exam stress. Feeling emotionless. Eating & sleeping in excess these days. Crying for no reason.I just want to know why all negative memories come attacking during my exams unlike other days. Is there any way by which i can avoid those?