I recently seen few people react to a lot of pressure by totaly not being able to handle it............ while me, the crazy one..... I seem to posses this acquired calmness. Maybe having been through dark times, I don't see things so tragically as somebody who encounters some greater trouble for the first time. Maybe I been forced to learn to cope, so cope I can.

I thought I was sensitive to stress..... but I seem to be doing comparetedly well. And eh, the others even thing I am this supercalm creature, since I learned not to learn my emotions show. Apparently that can be used as weapong too.

So maybe i should be thankful for all the trials.