Hey hun, I feel for you. I'm also co-conscience, but have chosen denial to reassure me that I don't embarrass myself and pride by looking crazy. I fought it all my life for the last 45 years and it has been a battle. My alters knows how the system feels about this because of our life long abuse, so hiding it was our only saving grace. We are all in agreement. But we switched still, even in denial, but we faked being a singularity, almost all the time. But in private we were able to cut lose.

It's horrible fighting yourself to look normal, I get it and sympathize. It wasn't recent till I decided to just let go because I'm tired of the effort in hiding, disguising, making excuses. Please feel free to cut loose with your T because she's there to help. Good luck sweety, get well.