Hello coyotee,

We can't diagnose here but it does sound like a type of dissociation to me, especially if you have been under a lot of stress. Here is a link all about dissociation >>>> In-Depth: Understanding Dissociative Disorders | Psych Central Good self-care and psychotherapy can be very helpful. It is worth going to see your doctor about this as there are also other conditions that could be causing these blanks in your memory.