When therapy doesn't work.
When meds don't work.

When you have no friends.
When you have no family.
When you can't enjoy anything.
When you may go homeless in some months.

What do you do? What can you get?

Pity from people?

I don't know what to do. Meds made me worse. Therapy made me more sad, because It doesn't work.

I live 5000 km far from my abusers. My diary life is not chaotic... but still... I don't feel well it doesn't matter what I do. (I am studying at college, I do exercise, I eat healthy...)

What else can I do?