Falling in love makes me MANIC to the extreme. But it's just infatuation. It's only happened to me twice. That's plenty. I get over-the-moon euphoric. I feel invincible. It's heady stuff and led to me committing to a most inappropriate man. I'm 48, fat and gray-haired and i'm happy that part of my life is over now and i can settle down with my sweet dog.