I was bedridden for the past four years from such severe depression, just now starting to get back to my amazing shape before (I was always naturally athletic, but lost all my muscle.) I am so scared that at forty it is just too late to get it back. Also, I hate doctors -- I really do. I know my exhaustion is something more and have had to beg fro the most simple ?tests. Doctors are just such jerks. Why can't I at least get tests to find out why my hair is falling out, why I have zero energy, etc. ? It's rdiculous that I have to keep struggling like this. I wish all doctors would just....go do another job like shovel coal. There are no good ones for people like me. I am so very terrified right now because I can barely do the simplest thing -- please tell me it can get better and don't suggest getting a doctor to help because I have already tried for over a year.