I understand...... and that is how I have been trying to live my life with this man (thru God not myself) and that is why I agreed to let him come to my daughters funeral 10 years ago.... even though I was going thru a nervous breakdown and had just starting the world of T mixed with unlimited confusion from a past left undone.

.... it sure is hard trying to do the right thing.

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Did I ever tell you (or any one) that this MAN was 30 minutes from Shands Hospital when my daughter almost died three different times at the young age of 3 months old and while he always called and promised to come to see me - he NEVER did.
.... that's the night the lights went out in Rhapsody.