How you can change this so when you really are convinced that it's so true...
I feel like I could be integrated in my coworkers' group. They are really kind people, very friendly, funny...I never see myself good enough for them.
This has been a constant in my life.

I'm in a social group in the forum. Ok. Those days, I wrote much while the other people didn't do it. I'm beggining to think that they don't write bc of my presence.

I don't know if this is has to be with my father obssessive with the idea thst his kids didn't bother anyone or bc I'm really an asshole.