I just read striking's post then laughed, because I was just about to tell you just to take things a day at a time. That was because of what you said about worrying about not being able things a few months from now.

New jobs are always stressful, even if you're not dealing with anxiety problems, and the training period is especially tough, because someone is looking over your shoulder.

On the positive side, you're in a period of high growth, you're learning lots of new things.

Can you try to make sure you get enough sleep and good food and maybe get outside to get some fresh air at least once during the day? And go easy on the caffeine, if you use it.

In spite of your concerns about the job, I got the impression that you like it.

I don't know if you go to therapy. If you do, maybe your therapist has some tips for you.