I don't matter is totally right, don't give into depression, keep fighting!!!

My reasons
1. I know that I have a symphony to create and right now I don't have the skills to create that grand symphony, I keep going because I love music.
2. I keep going to serve people on here, to help them get through the tough times, for the good times that are yet to come.
3. Even though I am an addict, I look forward to the day when I can just let things go and not give into urges.
4. I believe in my treatment team, one to bring me out of the dark days but to help me find the light and happiness that everyone seeks
5. I know that in order to live, it takes work, even if I don't want to, I know that I can find the joy in life.
6. I know that there are people out there that can find strength in sharing my story with them to help them find the light again.