Since last Thursday I've withdrawn into my shell. Not really hungry which is good since I don't really have any food and havnt gone out since I got back on Thursday.

The case worker stopped by and asked my to rate depression on a scale, told her I'm not depressed just withdrawn. But she doesn't get it because then she kept wanting to know if I was going to hurt myself, if I felt safe. Well I don't feel safe but that's other people I don't feel safe from. My apt is my cave, I feel safe here.

Well wow, scary the police just came here, they knock so loudly that a dead person could hear it. Apparently they were trying to get a hold of me about Thursday. Gave them my email so the detective could contact me.