Too funny about the cars! (Sorry I am catching up here).

I arrive at my T's office before her. She comes in only for me and I get there early by bus. Sometimes I take a walk and still arrive before her. The offices are in a one-story structure. She enters through the front door which has narrow windows on either side and walks through the waiting room. At first it was awkward to see her there first, but now isn't. Anyway, I've always tried to be aware of when she might get there and if I could see what car she drives. I didn't even know if she parked in front or in back. This last session on Friday I did notice a glimpse of the color (I thought it was a red car but it isn't) although I didn't get a look at it afterward because I forgot til I read this thread.!!

Would I look inside. Oh yeah! LOL. She looks inside of me, I'm gonna look!!! Just hope to not see discarded whiskey bottles rolling around on the floor with burger wrappers! Ha!

T has her office chair on wheels, 2 office chairs, and a couch. I used an office chair the first and second visit then moved to the couch. BUT she has a little pillow that has an analyst, maybe Freud, and "Tell me about your childhood" embroidered on it. It used to be just anywhere on the couch and once it was at the end where I had been sitting and I moved it to the other end before I sat down. Then next time it was right there again, so I sat at the other end. Then next time it was at that end so I went back to sit at the opposite end where I'd started. Last Friday it was in the middle, so I had to either move it further out of my way or sit close to it no matter which end of the couch I chose to sit on. grrrr! lol. I dislike the pillow because it seems mocking to me, as if it mocks the whole analytical philosophy. So I'll keep playing 'stay away' but have been wondering if it's been noticable or really obvious even. I would be embarassed if she knew I avoid it and was placing it here and there to see what I'd do....she woulnd't do that . .would she?..

Anyway, you all here are great and this was <font color="brown"> another great thread!!!</font>