I'm getting so tired of this. My mind is never at peace and my thoughts are always racing, and I'm always overwhelmed by too many thoughts, depression, regrets, and feeling bad about the future. It's hard for me to think straight or think clearly at times I get so frustrated and overwhelmed. I'm very discontent and unsettled with things, and it's been a long time since I've felt normal about just about anything. Because of certain situations or things that have been happening, I've been majorly depressed for almost a full year now and it still hasn't gone away. In fact, I feel worse the more time goes on. It's as if my problems are still going unresolved and I still try to fix them, but that's the issue and that's what's frustrating me, I feel like I should be beyond this point by now and things should be back to normal. I'm still struggling to find a decent job. It's been a long time since I've woke up feeling happy or at least normal or stable in my life. I usually wake up feeling bad that another day is here. I'm so tired of the only time I feel good or slightly better is when I'm with friends or really drunk. Or the only time I feel at peace is when I'm sleep. I don't want to keep going through life like this. All I want is peace of mind and to feel normal again.