Pat, Fuzzybear, Meander, Direction, and Sabau2--

I just wanted to say thank you. I am trying but I am finding it hard to breath. I panick and I am so afraid. I promise, I will post as soon as I can. I am reaching but I am close to the edge. I so appreciate all of you and I so want to talk but I am have having trouble finding a voice right now. I cry at your kindness and the concern overwhelms me as no one has ever cared before. Thank you. I will talk in time, just sit with me please as I try to come to grips with it all.

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