Hi Something is Wrong,

I do kind of think that you are depressed, but, anyway, I think that it's very worth while for you to find a therapist or a counselor to talk to and explain all this stuff (ugh. I r e a l l y don't like bullying). Just explaining it might make you feel better, and, hopefully, you'll find someone who has wisdom from having seen this before.

I do also have advice for what to do if you're depressed, but, guess what? I doesn't even really matter if you are officially depressed or not because the stuff that I think works best is great for your health anyway. Have a look:

http://forums.psychcentral.com/4262681-post105.html

- vital