I've been getting high for about 23 years with a 3 or 4 year break at one point. I am a pot head. I love the stuff. I spend money I don't really have on it. I use it all the time which means at work too. I am recently divorced. I stopped for the first 3 years of our marriage. After three years my H stopped his antidepressants and made our life together hell. I started smoking pot again to help deal with his mental abuse. Now he has been gone since Dec and I am still smoking. I have BPD and I have regressed big time. My T thinks that it's time to stop smoking pot. I agree but I just can't imagine never smoking again. I would like to take a break from it but nothing permanent. Anyway so now I'm going to NA but still using what I have left. Should be dry in a day or so.

Not sure if I answered your question directly but that is an honest peek into my life with weed.