It must be really hard to stay positive when no one will listen to you. I think being a teenager is one of the hardest times of our lives because nobody listens. They think we will just get over things and that they don't have worry about it, but they are wrong. We need people even more to care for us and listen to us. I'm so sorry you are having to go through this with no one to take an interest. I hope you continue to cultivate your mother's sister as someone who cares.