I guess I feel so-so today. Depression is not a whole lot better. I really hope the ECT helps tomorrow. I hate getting up at 4:30 a.m. for it, but it's the best thing I've got in my arsenal now.

Today I'm volunteering at the museum, AA meeting and dropping something off at a staffing agency. With my depression as bad as it is right now, I don't even know if I could work a full-time job. The staffing agency that has the part-time paralegal job isn't even calling me back or responding to my emails.