Okay, so I don't know why this happens, but quite often I will be doing something or going somewhere and think something like "I'll tell this to my girlfriend" or "I'll show this to my girlfriend" or "I wish I could have taken my girlfriend with me." The problem: I don't have a girlfriend. Why is my brain doing this to me? Sometimes I am convinced I have one and she's just gone far away or we haven't talked in a while. It's like a false reality I even find hard to believe is false sometimes...a fantasy girlfriend. It drives me crazy. I get sad and angry when I realize that she doesn't exist. :/
Thoughts/advice/something you relate to?
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Bipolar II and Borderline Personality Disorder
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