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Shiznit86 · 02:57 AM

Well thats it, the only good thing in my life is leaving me.

Possible trigger:

Ive had 12 hospitalizations and 18 overdoses and suicide attempts(probably 6-8 serious ones). I self injur, i have mdd, bpd, anxiety and lots of traits from aspd. I was raped by a man when i was nine, and brought up by alcoholic parents and an abusive mother.

All of this led me to abuse anabolic steroids, to grow SO big that nobody would be able to hurt me again. I was just accepted to an addiction treatment facility and will stay there a year. But my wife couldnt take all this anymore and left me. I have no idea what to do

I have never been on my own, and i dont want to be alone. .

Possible trigger:

i am contemplating ending my life so i wont have to suffer anymore.

Thanks for listening to my rant