all I have done today is pace around my house saying out loud " I can't do this anymore" my mind is completely stuck. I am not suicidal, I want to get better out of the depressions I go through, but I cannot have my mind stuck in these modes where I can't do anything and this has been going on for months now.

I don't even know if I have bipolar or if I am just a flawed person to the point that I can't get it together.