Thanks Patty

Not out of the woods yet ............do antisapate ups and downs for along time.

The addiction is hitting me again.........and I feel like I a need a 'fix".........

I did check the web site and it has changed...i.e. my name has been deleted form the intro...........

Last night he was telling me he loved me and wanted us to go down next weekend................I'm so confused

One thing I will have to learn not to do is check our web page and forum..........I always find something that will trigger my emotions and set me into total...hurt.

So I will have to remind myself not to check.....it.

Big wave coming.....

SpringStar