It may sound pathetic, but I really struggled yesterday with my thread being closed. I kept wanting to reach out or read a post, but there was nothing. I can say it over and over, but I don't think it conveys the depths to what I mean. I do 100% appreciate, cherish, and need any and all support. All that you all have done for me helps me immensely. It reminds me of my strength, to take care of myself, that I'm not alone, that I still have value, that there is still hope for me...