Direction, Serenityswave,and tranquility--

Thank you so much for being here. We are so greatful to all of you. So much going on inside that it is hard to put thoughts together. We are trying. If any of you were with me today in chat thank you so much for your support. Inside things are coming so fast and the outside world is not a place of safety. Trying to explain is so hard. Your help means so much and reaching out is so hard. How do you tell what goes so deep and fills you with such a grip that you cannot breath. Every word hurts and every memory echos like it will never end. Fear so big that you cannot see over it and it encompasses all around that to get around it you cannot. Our heart wants so much to open up to allows others in. To break the secrets that started everything in the first place. Just one word, could start the needed flow, if only it would come. Fear of who knows we are here. Is this really a safe place. It is beginning to feel somewhat safe, as nowhere has ever been that for us. If only you could hear our heart and what it is saying, what it is screaming, it would say so much. Tears flow from our eyes and sometimes it is hard to see this screen but pushing to say something that might make sense. It has taken this long to say this much and we hope that soon this will become a place that we can let someone inside. We just want someone to know, just someone to hear. Thank you for sitting here through this time. Each day, we are trying to reach a little farther. One day, we will start and we pray that you will still be here. Each time we come, you all show so much support that it brings tears because it is something we have never had before. Again thank you ,you all mean so much.

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