I always wanted to have a garden to be alone with my roses.
Perhaps, some day, I will have it.
For now, I have my kids, you know, my doggies. I never feel rejected by them.

I know that it's a problem with my self-steem. Ok, I can be boring as hell, I'm not intelligent, I have somany flaws but I do know that I'm not an asshole, either.

I'm very sad bc I thought my self-steem was high after my last therapy but only a couple of criticisms made me question my own value. It hurt me so badly.

I have to learn to be more assertive.

Thank you, Susan.