This is so relatable. Only thing is, I never handled the outcomes of a decision at all. In fact, I'm suffering from a major life decision that could've made a dream come true, but I did it for my family. I gave up on something I've been waiting for ever since I was a little kid.

These decisions are governed by us, no human other than us is forcing them, so it is also in our hands, depressed or anxious, to not make them. I know it is hard, but it can be done.