Oh. Btw, I forgot to add. I mentioned yesterday I got a call from a potential therapist.

So my T told me about this one DBT place long ago, but she told me not to go there. She said they get bad reviews, and the director is a drunk and has severe mental health issues.

Well, when I was calling around the other day, I got referred to them. So I got the number of the T one rank below the director (just incase the director really is messed up). The T called me back yesterday. She said that they do group and individual DBT therapy. Individual is $50 per session and group is $25 per session. I'm supposed to do there group if I'm using their individual. The woman said she'd talk to her boss about seeing if I could just do individual for now and to also see if they could reduce the price some. So I might have already found my next therapist...one who is actually trained in real DBT.

But I'm scared. For one, they are just down the street from my T. It will be difficult to be in that area again. Two, what if they are bad? Three, that will mean when DBT at the county is over, I will have no need for the county. I will have group and therapy through these new people and I can go back to my original Pdoc.

Too many changes and too many unknowns.