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Old Mar 19, 2015, 02:31 PM
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Originally Posted by Harley326 View Post
I was wondering if it was possible to fantasize about self harm/dying without actually being depressed. I don't feel depressed except for very rarely, though, I think about self harm, in many forms, and dying, either accidentally or through suicide, on a pretty consistent basis. Does anyone have experience with this?
It is possible. Be careful about it. I had this happen to me and then a few bad things happened at once and I made an attempt. That was when I got put into a hospital and they found out I had Bipolar because what I was experiencing was mania or a mixed state at the time. I just thought I was happy, but I was still having suicidal thoughts at the same time.
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