You have been plenty supportive of me. Everyone has. Support comes in many forms, and I appreciate all forms. I'm happy even with /hug or /thanks. I have no expectations when it comes to support, honestly. The only thing I ask for is compassionate support. Everyone can challenge my though processes and give me the kick in the butt type support when I get more stable

I am doing good today. I think I'm just being numb to it all really. But whatever gets me by, right? Least I'm not in complete denial or doing anything reckless. Just riding the waves as they come, trying to keep my head above water, and making sure that I have people surrounding me in case I start slipping under. That's what life is about right? Balancing, being aware, being proactive, and embracing the positives. Not easy, but I'm trying.