Feeling better. I tell myself, don't start wondering why and feeling that you should be depressed. Whatever the reason, embrace it.

Upped my dose today. And last night I was reading about stuff that I really identified with. I kind of knew about it already but now I've accepted it. It's who I am. Doesn't make it any easier but it's good to know. Both of those might be reasons.

I rescued a bird today. I don't know if there's anyone who can take care of it and I'm running a big risk keeping it tonight (no animals allowed), so I hope it feels better tomorrow or I find someone who can take care of it. Kind of worried about it not making the night as well.

I feel like maybe I won't get admitted soon... that would be good. Not suicidal like I was before.