I think it means you have attractions to a particular person but he may not have any such attraction to you. Telling him about this could be disruptive of the household. He may feel this way towards you, but some guys fear being attracted to men they make it unacceptable in their mind. They can be very unopen to consider that as an acceptable behavior.

On the other hand, a therapist might help you explore these feelings without the risk of getting rejected by someone who may be unprepared to face their emotional self.

Of course coming out here at PC is low risk because of the anonymity PC offers to its members that they can exercise by how much they reveal about themselves. It is a safe place to explore other realities that may not be understood by the public we deal with.