Welcome to Psych Central (PC) maggie. Sorry to hear you are scared of being left. This can really make maintaining relationships difficult. Many people here at PC have challenges so they understand how difficult that can be.

Some people at PC will find a therapist will help them sort out the roots of their life. Some people use the forums and chat as a way to express their inner turmoil and find people of like mind.

There are articles that go into more detail about coping
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