My life has been "fake it to you make it, or good Luck trying, fail!" It's so hard. Since I was born I've been fightng nature. Recovery? I can't see it.

. That's so freaking hard the trigger thing. I'm so incurable. No one cares no one believes. Why bother? Any future relationship is life "yeah right!"

"Obtw, I suffer from DID and bipolar syndromes, I'm a catch..your worst ugliest nightmare, how about another date?!?" Hah.

You can figure the rest. I'm on the verge of not caring anymore.