(((((((((((((((hamy)))))))))))))))))))))) I'm sorry you're in so much pain. Lonliness really sux. I have lots of stuffed animal on my bed, and although I prefer someone who loves me to be there, I take comfort in holding them. If you have a stuffed animal, maybe you can hold them when you're in bed.
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