Hi starryprince

I am glad that you decided to see a therapist last September.

It is good that things are going well.

I am sorry that you are feeling no motivation.

This does happen with depression.

You sound really musical.

I get that you say that your dream is gone but are there some elements that you could hold on to?

You post is certainly not dumb and I'm glad that you've posted it, I really am.

What is it that you would really like to be? A professional musician? Is it too late to give up the idea of part time work in the meantime?

I'm just trying to think of some options here.

I still believe you have time on your side.

You are in your 20s.

Please hang in there.