haha my dreams are completely untrustworthy. i am a sleep-walker-talker and i have vivid dreams. They are always random stuff. i think for most people dreams can contain hints and clues, but i honestly think that for someone like me it's a wild goose chase. Meds don't help either. Up a med, down a med and your dreams will go hog wild.

anyway. I have my session today and i don't feel anything about it. Not excited, fearful, happy, sad .... nothing. It could as well be a dentist appt. Nah..i like him better than my dentist i guess. i have no thoughts tugging at me like before.. no feelings. Bleh.

we'll see. One thing is that i am exhausted from working now. i work a lot of long hours and i just am too tired to think. My life really is a mess but i just don't care you know?

hmmm.... i think in a way i am disconnecting from a LOT of things.

thanks for responding