Right now I am in a period of my life where I need a lot of rest and quiet time and I fully know this. It's been this way for months now and luckily I am fortunate enough to be able to take this time for myself. Even though I know I need this rest I am feeling so much guilt about it on a daily basis. I have thoughts that I'm lazy, why don't I just go get a job, etc.
When I think about it...I have been here MANY times in my life. In a depression/recovery period that I feel a lot of shame for. Plagued with leftover feelings of guilt for what I did when I was manic and for even having to recover! What I'm wanting is a shameless recovery period for myself. Must speak with my therapist about ridding myself of this guilt.
How do others cope with the fallout of mania in all its forms?
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