Thanks direction....I won't be able to get down there for another two week without out the kids.

He wants to come home every Friday and would like me to come down one weekend in a month. Thats reasonable..

Lots of phone calls today........he said he still loves me. The conversation were fine....Then just before I'm going to sleep everything racing through my head......I ring him...he is sound asleep and I ask how does this work.....? He get very angry and I regret that I phoned him.

I'm just not getting it at the moment.............

Together...not together.....which ever way I don't seem to be happy.......

Maybe its just me......I have to much time to think.