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Mar 20, 2015, 02:50 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2012
Location: Melbourne
Posts: 23
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It appears that you're riding on a runaway train and the wreckage awaiting you may not be avoided. 
If I were you, I'd start taking steps now to minimize the damage and fallout.
Seeking medical assistance is paramount right now and it's true that you can only blame bipolar for so much. Ultimately you are responsible for your choices and actions, also unfortunately you'll have to live with them.
I hope you can get your life under control, get healthier, stop hurting your husband and yourself.
I'm not a religious person but I've witnessed karma too many times to ignore it's existence.
When it does come around try to remember that this too shall pass and when you're healthier, try to be available to help others. Bring back the balance a little and restore your well being also. I wish you well and wellness. 
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