Hey Guys
Just to give a brief update..
Friday evening was terrible, the feeling of anxiety was palpable, loads of unrest and not at ease at all.
Saturday: woke up at 09.00am and the feeling of shakiness and faint were still there. I went for a swim in the sea and that actually helped take my mind of it… 2 hours later they returned.
Saturday I got drunk with friends… major stupid thing to do but the feelings in my body were cancelled out by the alcohol and I managed to forget about the sickness I was feeling.
Sunday: dead. Feeling of ultimate low (it was my fault) spent Sunday evening in a ball, not able to stand up.
Today: still same symptoms of withdraws. Drinking was stupid but god, I needed some sort of release from this feeling.
But hey, I’m still alive.
Re; “happy pills” I said they are the “stereotypical happy pills”
“stereotypical” being the operative word. I’m sorry that came across abrupt or wrong.
And in regards to this medication and its pros / cons.. I’m sure people rely on them for getting through life..
my point here is that something so ferocious coming off, should come with a severe warning, not the one on the label.
Or at least give you a viable alternative not just the “once on them, stay on them” viewpoint. Its entrapment.
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