Dearest (((TrixE)))

You have started again, what has happened for you...think. You must learn to pray and then be patient so God can find the right people who come into your life to comfort and help you. When you begin to pray again you need to have faith again and allow yourself to actually "look" for help and guidance too.

Often it is those who stumble and struggle, who are hurting so much that cry out in prayer who learn the most so they can themselves be called upon to help others.
Having FAITH is not an easy choice, it requires a great deal of patience and a willingness to accept help even though at times it is stormy and dark.

One cannot look for help amongst those who have not struggled, who live their lives by taking from others in some way. Instead, one must look in places not really thought of before. It takes FAITH to do that and PATIENCE too.

Your puppies do have a home, it's with "you" and I am sure they love you.

I know you are sitting in the dark and it's lonely, I promise if you keep opening your heart, HAVE FAITH, and keep reaching out, you will slowly find it and slowly it will begin to get lighter.

The life you feel you can't tolerate is something you can grow to change, PATIENCE.
One Day at a Time, FAITH, One day at a time.

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((TrixE))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))